Humph!

You claim to be nice to me in real life but won't leave me alone in private in my room.

Also, I don't care what the nigger community thinks and thinks I'm guilty for calling someone a nigger.

You Dumb Oxes

Why do people keep joking that I'm so bad to the extreme for no reason?  Go play with yourself, you dumb oxes!

Sorry 4 Mitt Romney

He lost 2 a black man.

Moai Hart

My heart was pumping with so much effort to keep it under pressure, but it felt better when I woke up.

LEAVE ME ALONE

You Gotta Problem?

Someone's really got a problem.

I know people are failures and try to say they're just helping me out.

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Something Else Everyone Should Know

My dad made me mad and then blamed me for thinking of something about my grandma and connected it with something he did.

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I am made to think of bad words, by different people, and when I felt out of control, like tortured, I thought of one.  I was tired of my dad for communicating to me "it's not it" for a day.  Since then, things have escalated, and every little thing that happens somehow gets communicated to him, I mean if anything makes me feel good or relieved.  Before, I left the house saucily while my dad was on the phone with his mom.  Since then, things have been bad for me.

THEY WON'T STOP BEING STUPID

I'LL GET YOU BACK ONE DAY

THEY WON'T STOP

You're not being nice.

Why aren't you guys being nice to me again?

You could try leaving me alone, but that's not really okay.

Help!

I'm constantly being fed negative messages, in my mind.  It's really pesky, too.  Someone stop this!  I know you taxpayers don't care.  It'll get you one day.  You'll see.

Don't make this into a big deal.

Niggers

No one has applied what I've posted on my websites.

Oh, and I updated it.

Edit

I changed some of my posts, in my old blogs.

Heart Attack Gonna Die

I couldn't even relax.  I could, but then I sat up and couldn't.  I was trying to talk to my dad, and I feel like I'm gonna have a heart attack from this weekend.

Fine!

Just keep attaching me like a bunch of mangy mutts!

I'll get you, I will!  And your little dog, too!

I'm lying down.

See you a bit later, I guess.

Classic Joke Tuesday

What was YouTube's crime?  Giving people the wrong ideas.

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talking after "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" 8I

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Stand to Reason

It seems that some people don't stand to reason.

I just made my old YouTube vids private.

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6 vids of me uploading to YouTube

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me singing

Piano

So, I wonder how much pianists practiced the piano.

Singing

I wonder about people who have taken singing from when they were age 5-7 until they were teenagers.

Desired High School Etc. Schedule

Year 1
1 English II
2 Geometry
3 Biology I
4 Freshman Orientation | Civics
5 PE I
NOCCA - Dance
NOCCA Saturday - Singing

Year 2
1 English III
2 Algebra II
3 Biology II
4 World History
5 PE II | Health
NOCCA - Dance
NOCCA Saturday - Singing

Year 3
1 English IV
2 American History
3 Free Enterprise |
NOCCA - Dance
NOCCA Saturday - Singing

College - Loyola University New Orleans - Singing & Ballet

However, when I went to NOCCA on Saturdays as a pianist, I didn't graduate.  I went during the summer and got the highest award.  I especially enjoyed this one attractive songstress.  I saw her at the mall 2 years later, and she was a lot bigger.

News * * * * THIS JUST IN

So, my dad said he was the first thing I saw when I was born.  Something happened, and now I don't feel so cool.  Also, I used to not ever hug him when I got a little older and now he expects it, ever since I went to the mental hospital for no reason.  It seems like life has lost all its effect.

I had somehow transmitted a message that wired around.  I posted a bad word but didn't call someone it.  It was related to this.

I feel like I have to keep both moving yet rest.

Stone

At Macy's, there were some black people working who made me feel like stone.  I saw a manikin, and I thought the girl I saw with them, who was fat, turned to stone.  Now, my heart feels like stone.  I was talking to my dad, and he kept getting mad and I didn't know what to do because he kept like associating bad thoughts with things and it like stuck in my mind, it seemed.  If something happens and I do something wrong, that's what he does.  Someone gave me a good idea for little cute figures of your children and then I got that idea.  When I called my grandma every day reading the Bible, she made it so I could sound like I went haywire but made me conscious of my body parts too much.

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On the bonus features of a famous movie, an actress said her boyfriend and father of their 2 kids, the director, said their son would be gay from listening to Judy Garland.  (She's from Europe|England or London or the London area.)  I thought my life had become an experiment even before that.  I thought I got the sign to call their daughter, who was almost 2, the n word, just in case it happened and to make it seem friendly and not a shock.  Online, of course.  I was being told I wasn't white whenever I said I was, and supposedly it was that Tim Burton said it, for some reason.

So, I wonder, why ruin my life because of that?  I went to the mental hospital months later, and word got around overnight like wildfire.  Before that, my parents treated me differently and I felt exposed in public.  I had been in my room all the time before going to the mental hospital.  So, this happened December 2009.  That's 3 years.  I'm 26, so I was 23.

Race

Why should there be negativity in race, to start with?

I'm sipping a nice cup of tea.

I'm getting a meal ready, too.  Brunch is served.  =}

Pinball

The explosiveness of my family is inexcusable.  My dad seems to think he's British, like Johnny Depp and Tim Burton and his family, and that he's better than the best.  !

Choice =8e

If I have to suffer the inklings of choice others on account of other people, then these people would be subject to the same treatment and sentiment.

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When I was in 4th grade, the music teacher's daughter got glasses.  Just to be sympathetic and without thinking, it just came out of me, like it was important, "I'd rather go blind than wear glasses."  I got glasses that year.

4 Races

Asian, European, Middle & Near Easterner, & Nigger

My dad is being violent, and that is illegal.

Help! You're not getting away with this!

Unappealing

I don't think Tim Burton has done anything illegal.  He has been proud of being mean.  He's just joking, but he's appealing to a crowd I do not appeal to.

A Motley Crew

I loathe the repercussions of the inklings towards others reverberating from the likes of the negativity surrounding Tim Burton, as well as Johnny Depp ... Ellen DeGeneres, Helena Bonham Carter, and others.

If you don't know what I'm talking about, I mean the way they are mean to people who think they are as good as them, in some way.

My Dad

A lot of words come at me when I think of messages.

My dad can't seem to contain his views on the world.

911

When I went to the bathroom, I felt uncomfortable and probably set up and I felt mirrored swirlings on each of my sacks.

3 Races: White, Black, Asian

Middle Easterners and Near Easterners are white.  I guess so are Islanders.  There are a lot of Jamacians in Orlando.  They have a more solid, tube figure and seem very hard, dry though not crusty, and aloof.  They are kinda stocky yet malleable.  They are Black, just look Black.  I guess it's like the new Asian shape.  No one likes being Asian.

Showing Off

When I was at Wal-Mart, I saw a thin Middle Eastern couple.  I hit my foot on the floor because they thought they were better.

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911

Help!  I decided that I would at more assertive, in a way that could be more cutting around my dad, so he leaves me alone, and now I'm hearing noises in my room and can't concentrate.  I know that there are other possibilities to make it worse for posting this, too, and this is, no, not supposed to happen.

Learn to Talk|Communicate

Whoever came up with the idea of not talking|"saying anything?"

Who complicates our social situation?  Makes us "lose energy."

I know I was told I was approved as being German.  What's going on with the fetishes in England?  I have lots of problems with mixed people.  I realize Helena Bonham Carter happened to make a big statement as a movie actor who can sing and as a cultural connector, to the U.S., probably because of her comradery being majorly Jewish.  That doesn't mean she can go around having statements made to her for suggestions she feels.  I've noticed it more since the n word thing.  She's like Ellen DeGeneres, just thinks that she was better than you in some way as a child.  In the U.S., we don't do that, and I have a feeling they don't really do that in Europe.  It seems to click with me and shows how I am pretty European and that European is considered the base, "real" culture.

I see you don't really have any morals.  So, stop complaining with how we treat you.  I'm not a mean person, but you are.  You don't deserve to be how you are.  I'm not gonna play your games and get out of your traps, for you.  Stop pestering me.  Can you even speak English?  So, just shut up, you big lunatic!  I don't care if you're on an adventure.  You've done a lot of bad things and haven't really paid for them in full.  I didn't actually name who I was talking about but would have liked to.  I do mean that this applies to whoever does this.  I suppose that was the topic to begin with.  Leave me alone for things like saying "shut up."  I don't say it often.  Don't hurt me in some way that seems connected to what I said.  You have a lot of problems in perfection and are bothering me while I'm blogging.  Look, stop bothering me!  You don't know what you're thinking.  If you do, why don't you tell people?  You don't care about other people and make people care about you too much.  You use people.  You can't do anything by yourself.  I don't know why you think you're so good.  You don't seem very nice and seem to have a lot of problems.

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